Second Stitch
Is it possible that I started this blog almost 11 months ago? I really just haven't given more than 2 or 3 thoughts, 2 or 3 seconds each to this blog. The thing is I have serious attention issues. I pay attention to everything going on every ( see right here I should have written minute but I traded thoughts and moved on to the next sentence before finishing the last one... which ended with every and this one starts with every as well..) piece of sensory input filters through my brain and I have to constantly choose what to listen to and what to taste and what to look at. I know this seems trite to people who do not have attention issues but imagine fireworks going off in all directions at once and you are obligated to pay attention to all these explosions at once. No I can't just shut it out. I manage to shut things out once in a while but it's like this magical moment that slips away once I notice I am doing it; like reading in public. I can't do it unless th...